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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

1:02PM - eh

Well it is like this. i hate my living situation, i hate being with a crazy bitch that has my finances on lockdown and everywhere i turn she has me by the balls in owing her money for something. but it really pisses me off for the fact that she fill not leave me the fuck alone and that she thinks that she can continue to run my life. Well she CANT and she is not going to anymore she may have most of my money but i have figured out that i can moved out as soon as i get out of high school. 

And to Trish, i love you with all my heart and i know that you hate my situation as much as i do and that i am working on it. i just need your support and your love. you are the greatestthink that has ever happened to me and that i will try my heardest to see this through. 
I Love You. 

and another thing... i run my fucking life not anyone eles, you can be apart of it but you cant take control.

Current mood: angry

Saturday, September 22, 2007

3:47PM

to save my own ass, i am really sorry for what i said and i love my girlfriend so much. But i can fuck up really really bad and i did. the story goes, i was at work with trish, julia sheril the manager and taren. and i made a comment refering to my girlfriend that she can kick my ass all up and down wendy's and i said that she was bigger then me in those regards. well me being a guy and all she and every other girl in wendy's didnt think i did and my manager came out and told me i better run. now me being the wonderful guy i am did not understand what i said untill that utter moment in time were my life stopped and i told myself "oh shit" and trish ran off in to the back to do her dishes and i felt so bad i still do because i told her at the start that i will try my hardest not to hurt her in anyway shape or form and i  and i hate it when i make her feel bad because i love her with all my heart.

but my side note to men: think 3 times before you say something to the gil you love, just because it sounds ok to you may meen the opposite for her and if you so do happen to say something to her. SHUT your mouth and try to say your sorry if she walks away let her vent because she is hurt and needs to calm down after a couple of min. try to comfort her if she says get away do so. when she desides to start to talk to you again say your sorry first before she starts to talk because believe me she wont say it to you and show her that you care about her and she meens more to you then anything in the world as my girlfriend does to me. 
AND NEVER SAY STUPID SHIT AGAIN ! 

but to avoid this dont say it to begin with!

thank you 
PS i love you hunny and i am sorry for whatever i have done and will do in the coming time i am with you. 
<3 love you much

Monday, August 27, 2007

1:23PM - yes yes :]

so i think that only 2 people will see this anyways but i just wanted to poing out the fact that i have the greatest girlfriend ever and i love her <3

Friday, August 10, 2007

4:55AM - last night

So i went to work last night got extreemly pissed off but people that came through. had to do shit i didnt feel like dong at the time, the only good thing is that i got my shit done and hour early. other then that good point my girfriend came by work and she made my day so much better like you would not believe. and i was happy from then on. but this is the great part i went to a friend of mine house last night well a friend of my girlfriend and we hung out there and ma and her talked... a lot and i didnt gt home untill 6 30 and i was supposed to be up at 7 for band camp, needless to say that didnt happen. but i love how she can turn the most shitty day i can have into something that i really love and i love her for that.

Current mood: happy